I had a small accident on Saturday.....we have the sweetest dogs-but one is so muscular--that he is kinda tough to control-I bought a halter and will use it to walk him from now on---even to go wee-wee.
Anywho-said large puppy-dragged me inside so fast that I grabbed the door facing with my arms-still being pulled-they got twisted behind me--and I am still being pulled at the force of a small train-forward-I get slammed, after tripping and falling -into a metal wall of filing cabinets. My face took the most force.
Fun Times......I was so dazed-and scared-and then in shock----all in that order. My fiance' saw it happen and ran over-he said it looked like I had broken my neck-no kidding.
He kept trying to gently touch my neck...and I kept saying, "don't touch me"......I felt a burn all the way around my neck and left arm......scary stuff.
Busted my lip---I am bleeding and have bruises on my forehead, nose and a really nasty one on my neck......OUCH! On the other hand--the upper lip looks like Angelina Jolie's .....the only perk, I am afraid. haha.
So, I look like I walked out of , "Fight Club". And I have to say--thank goodness I did not have any broken bones.
My fiance' and his partner are so tough......I have seen the partner hammer his fist while driving a spike and he blows on it---no ice---just blows on it---may have something to do with being a martial arts black belt.
But they were so considerate-always are-of me.....actually, I scared the stuffens out of my fiance'.
Most people would say-uhhuh....see...but I have come to the conclusion that one of the things I need to develop is a toughness, that while I may have on the inside-I do not have on the outside.
I am a real girly-girl.
I mean I can still feel the scraped knee and shock from my first remembered fall when 5 years old....It was sunny and I was running on the sidewalk outside our house in the city, and boom. I didn't cry--I just had that sick and stunned feeling-just like Saturday-no crying----just a sick and shocked feeling.
Freak accident.
And I swear my Angel was there-when I felt my neck bend back-it felt like something surrounded me and pushed back.That warm feeling of sunshine beating down on me-like the day when I was 5.... I am so thankful for him. It could have been so much worse.
Most people say: why? did this happen-and I say trust me---there is a reason for everything that occurs of substance in our lives. Just be thankful it wasn't worse......and I am-ever so much. Thank you, My wonderful Angel.
Yes you are a real girly girl!
ReplyDeleteMaybe it happened as a reminder that Les really does care for you. See how quickly he jumped to your aid?
Glad you're ok and hope your scrapes heal up soon.
I am a girly girl, arn't I.....lol. Les better "does care"-he asked me to marry him, after professing his love.....haha.
ReplyDeleteMe too! Thanks!CheLe